AH, thank you (:



and we seriously need it cos..



IS NEXT WEEK!
and the first paper for MOST people is physics practical (:
9 days to that,



9 days to my birthday (:

and i seriously need SOME form of motivation to start studying.
HELP.
and music practical on monday, MORE HELP.
NO NO NO, cannot, must say "I CAN DO IT, I CAN DO IT, I CAN REACH THAT HIGH B FLAT!"

start of the last week of lessons tomorrow.
last devotion, last singspiration, last assembly, last everything.
AHH!
although some people seriously cant wait for it, but i WILL miss it.
everyone, everything, there.

got back prelim papers last thu/fri

english- /:
higher chinese- (:
social studies- ((:
literature- /:
e math- (:
a math- ):
physics- (:
chemistry- ((:
music- /:

overall: /:
at least i can get into ACJC/SAJC science stream.
yeah, but which one? I DONT KNOW.

AS FOR NOW,
let's go study, go practice, go go GO!

26th SEPTEMBER 2007

i'll never forget this day.
thank you cornet section ((:





HAHA the gummy bears are damn cute k!
yeah, they represent each and everyone of us, so we must stick together like gummy bears and be one united section!
i'm serious okay, though i really sound like i'm joking (:
you guys really rock my world and i love you guys k!
though sometimes i might not have been a good sl and scold you all and stuff, but i just really want you all to play well.
everytime i pop in during sectionals and hear you all improving each week, it's really comforting.
and i bet you all would understand it much better when you all are seniors.
as for now, i hope you all would keep it up and cornet section shall always ROCK THE BAND! ((:

though my birthday is only in 2 weeks' time, i really seriously appreciate what the section has done.
they are so sweet k!

anyway, getting back papers tomorrow.
we'll see how it goes (:
after all, chinese started off well.
less than 2 weeks to my first o level practical- music.
well, all the other subjects arent resting either.
we kinda like just received 8 physics papers, 6 a math, 3 english, 2 ss, 1 emath, 1 chemistry, 1 lit, 1 chinese.
so, LET'S GET STARTED! ((:

okay, let's try this.
no unecessary capital letters, no excessive smileys and no "haha"s even though it aint funny.

here we go:

i'm supposed to finish my english comprehension by 7, but i guess that's rather impossible since it's already 6:43.
so last friday was the end of the first 3 weeks of school we have left.
well, i've just got to say, it was the best day ever.
it's like everything turned out perfect and everyone was happy.
i.e, our teachers were all in good mood as well (:
and i've just got to say, a sigh of relief for physics mcq.

anyway, i was talking to someone on the phone yesterday,
and he asked me, "seriously, what do you want to be when you grow up?"
and seriously, i dont know.
many people around me all kinda know what kind of field they want to go to, but i really dont know.
is it really that important to know what you want to be when you grow up now?
why is it like always some "topic for discussion" nowadays?
and sometimes when people ask you and you say "i dont know" and they go "how can you not know??!"
i would have this feeling that the future is like black, foggy, uncertain.

start of O levels is in 15 days.
and yes, i'm scared and i'm worried.
it's like when you say 9th october, physics pratical comes immediately into my mind and not, wow, i'm 16 today.
anyway, music is on the 8th, so yeah, 15 more days.
and i am not ready. i really am not.
music practicals, HELP.

right now, i'm supposed to be at the esplanade for the philharmonic orchestra and boston brass concert.
firstly, cos it's boston BRASS, so it's good for me to hear.
secondly, ronny's performing and he said yesterday "i better see you there ar!"
thirdly, mr tan's conducting.
i'm so sorry for not going, but i seriously cannot make it.
reason? (:

yeah, so i guess that's about it.
english comprehension, here i come.
hah, the post turned out alright after all without those extra stuff. YAY! yay!


I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..

I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away


super common, i know. but this song, it just has a special meaning (:

two people alighted bus 171 at marina square.
their destination: bras basah complex
they walked and walked and walked but they were lost.
one had no money, the other $5.70
they had no water, so they decided to get an ice cream cone for $0.60
and their journey continued, though they were hopelessly lost.
four hours later, with only $4.20 left, they reached marina square, boarded 171 and were on their way home.

THAT WAS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME ON SATURDAY!
omg that was pathetic beyond pathetic please!
after wandering about aimlessly for 4 hours, the only things we bought was ice cream and iced tea which we had to share.
HAHA. we were hopeless okay!

ANYWAY, physics practical tomorrow.
it's important. important. IMPORTANT.
it's the only thing that can salvage my physics to an A1.
YEAH we can do it!

oh ya, Romantic Princess debuts today in taiwan.
i'm seriously contemplating whether should i watch it.
haha WE'LL SEE ((:

CONTINUATION..

at first i had many things to post this morning,
but apparently i've forgotten all of them ):
ANYWAY, i just came home from school.
AHHHHHHHHHHH! music practicals tomorrow! i'm soooo dead beyond dead.
if i'm not dead, i'm going to be killed upside down.
in other words, HELP!!!!!!!
actually it's all okay except for the fact that ms tan wants me to REPEAT maple leaf rag which is SUPER tiring, and i cannot pitch that HIGH B FLAT for HAYDN'S CONCERTO.
HAYDN ar! what's wrong with you? the whole song was so nice until you put in that B FLAT!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
and the most annoying thing is i cant to do anything about it, cos my tutor said dont practice too hard the day before.
so, WHAT TO DO?
okay, i've decided to salvage my maple leaf rag first.
i hope i practise till i sprain my wrist like the other time, and i wont have to take the exam tomorrow ((:
CIAO.

AS USUAL,
we are the last to end. (not counting practicals la)
and most of the pure science classes dont have school today and tomorrow.
but we do.
and why am i not complaining?
i dont know (:

so anyway, i was looking at the post on may 12, talking about all the papers.
AHHHHHHH! this time round, it aint much better.
english? i missed out the last line of the report instructions. thanks alot /:
ss? no complaints. RIGHT.
a math? DONT TALK TO ME. especially about KINEMATICS. SHH!
chemistry? okay la, except i could hear SOMEONE keep telling me: "eh 1.25 minutes to think for every mark okay!" haha
chinese? HEEHEE
physics? what is a multi-stage rocket? what can the fish see outside the cone? HAHA do i look like i know?
let me tell you:
i wrote: "multi-stage rocket is a rocket which has 2 engines to make sure there is enough fuel for its journey"
"the fish cant see anything"
ANSWER: "multi-stage rocket is a rocket which would continue to fall apart until it reaches outerspace so that it is very much lighter later"
"the fish can see EVERYTHING, cos there is total internal reflection" -.-
e math? (:
lit? before the exam, jayne asked me "which act do you think is going to come out for text-based?"
and i said "Act 4 Scene 3" without really thinking.
when we opened the paper. HAHA there it was, ACT 4 SCENE 3.
music? eh veena or sitar? guzheng or yang qin? furnberg sonatas or furnberg quartets? I DONT KNOW!

OH MY GOODNESS! i'm going to be late for school! AHHHHHHHHHHH!
to be continued...