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BLACK&GREEN.
Sunday, January 29, 2006

what a GREAT chinese new year this is turning out to be..RIGHT.
many things just turned up unexpectedly.
does this mean that this year would be full of surprises?
i hope not.
now, i currently have no mood to go socializing with other people (dont need to comment melodie mark..HAHA)
what a boring new year.
oh, and btw, something happened which changed my day.
and that was a sms i received from HER.
it was really unexpected la..i am like seriously loving her now..HAHA
anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! LOVE YOU GUYS!


Friday, January 27, 2006

in a conversation with melodie mark..

yanyi ): you have been the one for me says:
i think you just gave me some light
yanyi ): you have been the one for me says:
thanks alot
yanyi ): you have been the one for me says:
I LOVE YOU MAN
yanyi ): you have been the one for me says:
thanks thanks thanks

later on in the conversation..

yanyi ): you have been the one for me says:
WOAH IM REALLY TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU PLEASE
you have no idea just how much i LOVE you says:
why
yanyi ): you have been the one for me says:
you crack my life dude
you have no idea just how much i LOVE you says:
why
yanyi ): you have been the one for me says:
at how you are so sincerely concerned about me
you have no idea just how much i LOVE you says:
of course!

WOAH..i just love that sentence "I LOVE YOU MAN" it rocks la..HAHA
i think mel rocks la..she is like so entertaining..i would be like so super miserable without her lor..she can even make me smile when i am like sad? i am like SO TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU TOO!!HAHA..thank you mel!!
I LOVE YOU MAN!


Thursday, January 26, 2006

just wanna say,
THANK YOU MISS LUM!!!
even though you aint teaching us anymore, you still gave us HONGBAOS
did you have any idea the look on each of our faces when we saw the hongbaos?
we were like so so happy.
HAHA!! I LOVE YOU LA!


Tuesday, January 24, 2006

woah..today was a very tiring day
didnt go to school in the morning cos i sick sick me..boohoo
went to the doctor
then i decided to go to school JUST for band
my mom didnt allow, but then she said up to me..so i go lor
haha..then when i came to school, it was like 12:59.. just in time for Amaths
lucky me..RIGHT.
after Amaths, i went to find miss chang to pass her my mc and late coming slip
i actually got a late coming slip okay
haha..then she ask what happened, then i told her, and she asked whether i was alright
then i said i came JUST for band..haha
then i went to find miss lee to hand in homework and collect my test paper
she was like what are you doing here? you came JUST for band?
i was like omg,how did she know? i didnt even tell her lor..
then i was like and Amaths too?
cos it sounded as if she was like going to scold me for not going to school and only coming for cca?
haha..then ya, she asked if i was okay..heh..all the teachers are like so caring..
then ms tay heard..
and again, she asked what happened, and i told her, and she was like are you okay also..
and she said "i am very very touched that you came to school just for band" haha and she also said many other things..
see, i'm so nice right?
band was like okay la..didnt regret going for band.
but one thing, i didnt even see HER lor :( wth
nevermind, i shall see HER tomorrow.
stupid maths revision test tomorrow..boohoo:(


Saturday, January 21, 2006

i dont know why, but i wished that there was band everyday.
no band day=lousy day
i really really dont know why
i just love band so much
especially my juniors..HAHA
i just dont get why some people dont like band
band is like the best okay..
haha..okay..sounding like a band freak..
HECK LA.
eh..what's wrong with my english??!! my post doesnt even seem to make sense
lousy amelia..GO AND READ MORE BOOKS AMELIA!! dont let HER down..HAHA
okay, i dont know what to say already..mind is full of theory [tonal and real sequences]
what rubbish.
i cant wait for tuesday!! cos there is sectionals!!
cornet section rocks okay!! whoo hoo!
not lame what.
i wish there wasnt monday..stupid common test
okay, my post doesnt seem to make sense.
i shall just end here
i love you.


Saturday, January 14, 2006

In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself
In battles won
For I've been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone, I overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes
Like diamonds in my hands
But these trophies could not equal
To the grace, by which I stand

In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory
In the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone

In Christ alone will I glory
For only by His grace
I am redeemed
And only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness
To my need
Now I seek no greater honor
Than just to know
Him more
And to count my gains but losses
And to the glory of my Lord

In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory
In the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone

i totally love this song la
it is like damn meaningful lor
and obsession, i dont care who you are, it doesnt matter anymore..but if you are who i really think you are, then i love you too.


Wednesday, January 11, 2006

EH..PLEASE LA..PLEASE STOP TAGGING MY BLOG..I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! SO CAN YOU LIKE JUST STOP IT!! IT'S NOT FUNNY OKAY!!
OH, AND IF I EVER FIND OUT WHO IS IT.. THAT PERSON IS LIKE SO GOING TO GET IT FROM ME OKAY! OWN UP OR BE PREPARED TO...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
OKAY, MAYBE I SHOULDNT GIVE A DAM ABOUT IT..IT COULD BE SOME IDIOT PRANKSTER..YES, I SHOULD FORGET ABOUT IT.. BUT IF THE PERSON TAGGING MY BLOG IS SOMEONE I KNOW..
YOU SHALL SEE..


Monday, January 09, 2006

are you the one tagging my blog?
i saw you today, you gave me a true genuine smile.
do you have any idea how happy that made me?
was i being too paranoid?
thinking that you were ignoring me?
i dont know.
you have certainly made my day.
i'll see you again.
i really dont know what to think okay.
stop bothering me with such things
i like to live my life the way it is now
why did you talk to me about this all of a sudden?
should i listen?
should i forget about everything and let everything be back to normal like it was two years ago?
i wished i could do that,
i want to do that.
i just want to forget about her
but there is something inside me that is stopping me.
do you get what i mean?
i dont know how to tell you,
but when you see this,
i hope that you would understand.
i shant say anymore and i dont want to.
bye.


Sunday, January 08, 2006

REPLY TO TAGS:

MELODIE: YES!! I KNOW!! WHO THE HELL IS THAT PERSON..IF IT REALLY IS HER, I AM LIKE SO GONNA DIE!!

XUNQI: okay, i would chill, but if the obsession person is really her, i CANT CHILL!

JOANNE: ya!! agree!! the obsession person is very very lame. but if it is the REAL obsession..she is NOT lame!!

SHAHIRA: i NEVER tell everyone who my obsession is okay..they guess one what..and they see my blog also will know already..haha..told you SHE is NICE, RIGHT?

OBSESSION: i really dont know who you are..if you are really my REAL obsession, then tell me, if you are not, STOP TAGGING MY BLOG!!!


Saturday, January 07, 2006

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHO THE HELL KEEPS TAGGING UNDER THE NAME "OBSESSION" IN MY BLOG!! COS I KNOW IT CANT BE MY REAL OBSESSION!!
UPDATE: EH..THIS IS NOT FUNNY LA..WHO THE BLOODY IDIOT KEEPS TAGGING UNDER "OBSESSION"!!! YOU BETTER OWN UP OKAY..THIS IS SERIOUS.


Friday, January 06, 2006

i dont know what to do right now.
every time i see you, my heart skips a beat.
everytime i talk to you, no sound hardly comes out.
when you wave at me, i just become frozen.
what does this mean?
you ask whether i'm alright,
are you thinking otherwise?
when i saw you today, you didnt even look into my eyes when you were talking to me.
when i walked past you and waved, you didnt even wave back.
why is it so awkward between us?
i just dont understand.
i hope that this wont continue.
you are still what you are to me two years ago when we first met.
nothing has changed.
or did it?
i dont know.
why are you doing this to me?
am i just being paranoid?
should i just forget about everything and leave it as it is?
i really dont know.
give me a hint, wont you?


Thursday, January 05, 2006

i'm thought about it a really long time.. and i have decided to put harry potter as my 2nd obsession again and THE OTHER ONE as my first. HAHA..just so you guys know:D
UPDATE: OKAY, NO MORE HESITATIONS!! SHE IS LIKE SO MY FIRST OBSESSION NOW!!
REASON:
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
anyway get ready
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
im going to tell you waht happen
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
i think you wont be able to sleep
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
i'm preparead
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
huh?
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
cos its really rather eh terrible
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
eh dont scare me la
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
listen
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
dont interrupt
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
no, i shall write in one whole chunk
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
i'm waiting

yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
after maths, we have some time. was talking to zinnia halfway when suddenly she call ms lum. lum replied only after about 2 minutes. and then she asked zinnia what was it and zinnia scremed from the middle of the class to the teacher's table ' AMELIA MISSES YOU'. and then i started laughing real loud. hahaha. and err ms lum called zinnia out and i was asked to accompany zinnia
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
and hai wo get caught for my hair
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
so ms lum ask us to repeat
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
and zinnia said it
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
then i lol again
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
and she stared and quiet for a while
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
and zinnia said, really, amelia told me one
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
and so ms lum answered 'is she alright? tell me, or not i would be worried'
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
then we hesitated for a while
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
and i said 'yes, she is alright'
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
and so we saw you a
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
and everything else you know
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
END OF STORY

I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
orh
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
okay
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
heh
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
so?
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
err okay
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
rather cool
yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. says:
keep it up
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
okay..who am i kidding?
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
OMT!!! I'M LIKE SO NOT OKAY!!!!! I CANT BELIEVE IT!! HAHA..SHE WOULD BE WORRIED? WOAH..SHE WORRIED!!! HAHA..OMT!! I AM LIKE CURRENTLY FREAKING OUT NOW!!??!! SEE? SHE CARES ABOUT ME?? HAHA SHE IS WORRIED!!! WOAH MAN!! GO AND SEE MY BLOG..I LOVE HER NOW!! I REALLY REALLY DO!!!HAHA WOAH!! I STILL CAN BELIEVE SHE'S WORRIED!!!
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
KEEP IT UP?
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
YOU THINK I CAN REMAIN COOL?

yanyi ): and then there's nights that never end. just sent you a Nudge!

I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
HAHA
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
YAH RIGHT
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
i'm like so loving her now
I DIDNT GET HER!! I DIDNT GET HER!!))): I WANT MY OBSESSION!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! NOT FAIR!!! says:
haha


Tuesday, January 03, 2006

NOT FAIR NOT FAIR NOT FAIR!! 3E1,3E2,3E3,3E6 AND 3N7 GOT HER!! STUPID THEM!! ESPECIALLY 3N7!! STEAL MY FORM TEACHER!! I SHOULD HAVE GONE TO 3E6 OR 3E3!! HMPH!! I WANNA APPEAL!! I WANT HER TO TEACH ME!! I DONT CARE!! I WANT HER TO BE MY FORM TEACHER!!
and my form teacher is miss chang.
oh well,
we were just not meant to be.
there just aint that kind of fate between us,
and if there was really something between us,
everything would change.
dont you think so?
but we would still be able to see each other
and that's good enough for me:)
i love you:D


Monday, January 02, 2006

OKAY..LESS THAN 24 HOURS BEFORE SCHOOL REOPENS AND I STILL HAVENT FINISHED A SINGLE ARTICLE (I HAVE TEN) AND I STILL HAVE A BOOKMARK TO DO..I AM LIKE JUST GONNA DIE.
UPDATE: 3:54PM-9 MORE ARTICLES AND A BOOKMARK
UPDATE: 4:48PM-8 MORE ARTICLES AND A BOOKMARK
UPDATE: 5:05PM-7 MORE ARTICLES AND A BOOKMARK
UPDATE: 5:30PM-6 MORE ARTICLES AND A BOOKMARK
UPDATE: 5:56PM-5 MORE ARTICLES AND A BOOKMARK
UPDATE: 6:21PM-4 MORE ARTICLES AND A BOOKMARK
UPDATE: 6:41PM-3 MORE ARTICLES AND A BOOKMARK
UPDATE: 7:07PM-2 MORE ARTICLES AND A BOOKMARK
UPDATE:7:49PM-1 MORE ARTICLE AND A BOOKMARK
UPDATE:9:06PM-1 BOOKMARK