you know what? i like GRAPES.
but i hate melons.
i kinda like watermelon, but the other kind of melons, i dont like /:
some people say grapes are like tiny individual melons.
but they dont taste the same!!
you can eat many many grapes, but only one melon.
cos melons are so huge.
so obviously it's better to eat grapes right? ((:

okay i think that was like totally the all time most random post of mine ever.
haha but i'm like rather bored.
sitting in front of me right now is my pile of homework.
sorraye, not planning to touch it anytime soon.
so anyway, i just came back from the hospital again.
but this time to visit some distant uncle of mine who also had a stroke after visiting my grandpa.
haha you know what?
he's supposedly supposed to be in coma.
but everytime anybody talks to him or something,
he would like raise he hand into a gun shape and say "bang!"
it's like super hilarious please!
i couldnt stop laughing
he must be like dreaming or something haha.

ya, so band tomorrow.
kinda like excited cos at least i dont have to go to the hospital again.
it's really rather boring you know, just sitting down there and waiting.
i know i'm not supposed to be feeling bored cos it's rather inappropriate,
but i cant help it /:
heart and voice and march wind for winds((:
beloved #1!! i know you're a VEGETARIAN and you're HALAL right?
haha vegetarian means eat veggie only ; halal means eat any kind of food which had been prepared under Islamic ways.
so so when you're vegetarian, doesnt mean you're halal.
really i'm serious (you can only agree [: )
haha or you could ask shahira.
CONFUSE ME ONLY
okay la. so see you tomorrow (:

mom's dad in hospital.
dad's mom in hospital.
time left: ANYTIME.
which means they may die tomorrow, or one week's time.
no one knows.
and i dont know which funeral to go to.
i cant go to both, cos they are in different countries.
hmm..see how it goes la.
everything is just a blur to me right now.
dont even think i can concentrate in band properly.
i'm sorry if i just seem so cold in replying.
my mind is just an empty place right now.

anyway, so i'm going to learn the ropes on how to operate the hall's electrical system from ms ng.
i know i'm like supposed to be overly excited.
but after all has happened..
hmm..dont know la.
maybe it could help keep me busy and forget about stuff ((:

now, the biggest problem
apart from deciding which funeral to go to,
is band.
i think i'll be like missing so so so many practices and i may not even be able to attend band camp.
the concert? let's just not get to there first.
there are other things to settle.
haiya, actually there's nothing i can do.
everything is up to God's will.
if it's time to go, it's time to go.
no such thing as holding on till my band stuff is over.
i'll just let nature take it's own course.

WOAH. my legs hurt like terribly now.
when for drills this morning for about 3 hours.
damn tiring please!
but had a good sleep when i came home (:
haha but it was rather fun la.
quite enjoyed it.

anyway, having sectionals tomorrow with my section at 9am.
after what mr tan said to me during sectionals,
i think we better practice really hard.
extra 3 hours tomorrow considered hard right?
YAY (:
haha and another reason is cos i wont be there on friday's sectionals.
quite sad la. actually quite like sectionals alot.

havent started on holiday homework as well..
but there's still time la.
shall do it after the concert.
having piano in 1 hour, not really looking forward to it.
didnt practice what. i never do ((:

today's band was really scary
but i guess it shows us that we cant take mr tan for granted.
so anyway, talked to huiling for almost 3 hours..
haha rather long hurr?
it's been like ages since i actually talked to someone for so so long
and can just say how i feel and everything.
sort of like let go and stuff.
talked about many many things.
haha huiling's just someone that i can really talk to very easily.
love her loads man.

drills tomorrow.
dont know if i looking forward to it or not
haha many people said it isnt boring but i dont know la
i'll see.

hmm..i actually dont know what to blog about.
i always try to make my post interesting, but i guess it's not really working out this time round.
so i think i shall just end it here.
shall write more when i am IN THE MOOD.

so i went to church yesterday.
city harvest.
saw loads of people i knew there..
really quite enjoyed the service..
there was like this guest pastor from sweden-gothenburg (sounds familiar eh?)
may consider joining city harvest for good.
see how it goes first.

hmm..then we went to sakae at changi airport.
haha something like super funny happened.
my cousin sat like next to the computer (the one where you can order things)
and started clicking and clicking.
and you know what? like TEN plates of that sushi with egg on top came, THREE huge ice creams which cost like almost $10 each, dont know how many cans of pepsi and some rice.
it was like so much food PLUS the one we ordered.
felt like a pig after that.

anyway, it's like 10:00 am now.
going to meet jayne, yiwei and valerie later (naomi's busy what)
at anchor point.
it's an ulu place.
have i said it was an ulu place before?
yup i did. it really is what.

okay so holidays have finally started.
havent did a SINGLE piece of homework apart from that english quiz online.
i clicked it and the timer started counting down so i had to like quickly do it?
haha better still la.

FINALLY MY TESTS ARE OVER!! ((:
haha amaths, lit and emaths test today.
haha got back emaths today too.
rather fast eh?
haha..full marks (:

anyway, got back report book today.
hmm..all As la except languages and combined humans.
like DUH.
my ss is like ________??
class position? let's just say it's a single digit.
level position? top 15 (:
so i'm like quite happy for my results.
as for remarks, ms chang said i was BRIGHT and ALERT.
of course what ((:
haha napfa rather disappointing though.
BRONZE.
everything was like 4 or 5 points and IPU was like 1??
lousy la. but i just did 3. didnt really bother (:
oh ya, got back NSW english too.
DISTINCTION. haha i think something is wrong.
i only expected participation.

sectionals today.
mr tan worked with the section for 2 hours so i had to conduct the sec ones.
hmm..quite fun la (:
enjoyed myself.
then conducted the sec 2s and 3s.
haha no comments.
we need alot of practice.
ALOT.

okay..so my holidays have finally started.
but i'll be going back to school for 3 days a week.
plus the maths competition.
i'm a busy girl.

so next year's 2007.
already quite alot of stuff to do..
-maths competition
-science day
-syf
-O LEVELS
BIG BIG BIG BIG year.
hope everything goes well.

SURVIVOR: COOK ISLANDS
tonight on channel 5.
must must watch ar!! ((:

chinese
english
social studies
chemistry
physics
emaths
amaths
e lit

hmm..4 down, 4 more to go.
actually i just added english, chinese and ss down to make it sound more..
didnt even study for it.
ss was just a complete surprise test please )):
anyway, PHYSICS test tomorrow.
tomorrow is like the LAST physics lessson we have for the year.
hmm..its could also be the last time ms ng is teaching us )):
i hope not okay.
i really hope not.
haha ya..i shall go study for physics test (even though it's only multiple choice)
must do well.
it's PHYSICS what ((:

hmm..i feel much much better now after talking to ms chang today.
at least i dont feel so bad/guilty anymore.
school was quite okay today.
seniors took their o level maths and ss.
all the best to them man.
can you believe it? one more year.
and then it's my turn.
365 days. 52 weeks.
doesnt seem like alot of time.

anyway, it's good to hear that someone dont think i'm lame.
haha cos really, i'm not.
so i stayed back in school today for the maths competition.
couldnt think of anything please.
that naomi la. full of rubbish ((:
so i'll be meeting them on sunday, at anchor point.
what a secluded ulu place please.

YAY. PHYSICS tomorrow.
kinda looking forward to it.
but there's amaths too..
hmm..no comments la.
school is closing soon..like a few days.
not really happy cos then i'll be very bored.

haha i think i'm really talking rubbish now.
cos i dont even know what i'm talking about.
err ya. but i'm glad that at least SOMEONE is reading my blog.
even though it's full of rubbish.

EDIT:
okay so i just came home from piano lesson.
i was like standing at the traffic light. and then "BOOM!"
haha two motorcycles crashed into each other.
and you know what, the impact was like rather hard and the motorcycle sort of 'flew'.
it landed RIGHT BESIDE ME.
can you imagine what would happen if it landed ON me?
haha then i wouldnt be here right now. YAY.
okay la, just say i was lucky ((:

i've been just staring at this blank page for dont know how long thinking of what to write.
i really need someone to tell everything to.
but i just cant.
everybody sees me as this person who is always so happy and lame,
but it's just cos i've been covering up everything.
it's not the real me.

i feel really bad for not telling them.
it's like they trust me so much, but i just had to hide it from them.
i cant tell them. no matter how much i want to.
and it's just killing me.
there's school tomorrow.
for once, i'm not really looking forward to it.
there is just too many things in my head,
and one day, they might just all come out.
i'm waiting for that day.

so the chalet's over.
it was rather okay la..
but ms ng and ms lee didnt come in the end.
something serious happened to ms lee..
and ms ng wasnt feeling very well. )):
hmm..the TOP SECRET PLAN?
let's just say it was a huge suprise for everyone (:

so many tests next week..
it's just like taking EOYs again.
test for every subject except chinese and music )):
save me please.
must spend this weekend studying.

didnt sleep much in the chalet..
so i'm like really talking alot of rubbish.
hmm..i shall just go sleep now.
goodnight.

countdown: ONE day to chalet! ((((((((((((:
actually, in like four hours, i'll be going to sleep.
and then when i wake up i'll go to school.
after going to school,
i have 1 1/2 hours of p hum as well as PHYSICS (:
and then e maths.
all my favourite subjects (: YAY!
and after that, sectionals!!
omg omg omg i just cant wait for tomorrow!! ((:
TOP SECRET PLAN finally can be carried out.
still have to write the emo speech though :/

anyway, today's chem prac was totally out of point.
haha long long story.
and we were supposed to have emaths!
but then it was changed to physics!
haha i know i'm supposed to be like overjoyed or something,
but i was looking rather forward to emaths.

hmm..then band.
nothing much.
just the same boring yet very interesting stuff (?)
haha i dont know what i mean so dont ask.

in TWENTY FOUR hours time, i'll be at the chalet and preparing for the surprise and everything.
sounds familiar?
dont know how long ago, it was twenty four hours to chinese Os.
time passed sooo fast.
but this time, it's like taking AGES!
haha maybe i shant look so forward to it.
yup, i shall just go do my emath homework.

this would be like the last time i would be blogging about me cant wait for the chalet.
haha so i shall treasure it?
NOT.
okay la, got to go call yiwei. for the last time.

i just realised that i've been blogging like almost everyday since after the exams.
i should be studying right?

anyway, today we had three periods of chem.
and i got to know my overall chemistry postition.
hmm..let's just say it's a single digit ((:
haha then we had physics.
three periods too.
it was like so so so interesting okay.
haha PHYSICS what ((:

so countdown: TWO days to chalet
according to yiwei, it's the BIG thing of the year.
erm haha not bad what.
looking so so forward to friday.
there's physics, there's sectionals and there's CHALET!!
cant wait for sectionals.
it's been AGES since i conducted sectionals.

i think this shall be a short post and i shall end here.
cos i wanna do my EMATHS homework.