woah..had a wake up call today.
and i know it's abit late, but this is what i aim to do by the end of sec 3.
1. to study really hard. revise consistently, and study NOW. and not one day before EOYs.
2. to be able to play every single note, rhythm, articulation whatsoever in "with heart and voice"
3. be a good sl and make cornet section the best section there ever was in band.
which means, this would practically be my last post for the week, month, term, year?
okay, not year. last post until EOYs are over.
i also aim not to go online until i've FINISHED my work.
i will, i must and i'm going to stick to what i said.
so yes, that's it from me.
bye.

p.s. i hope this blog would not end up dead..which i think it most probably would be. but still, continue tagging ((:

what i have learnt today:
ONE TONNE=1000KG!
and i happy happy put one tonne = 10000kg!!
i could just killed myself please!
no wonder my answer was like 2880000050m and 24000000s!!
it's like totally out of point la!
the real answer was like only 8050m and 6.67s!
i'm like super irritated now.
there goes SIX marks )):

chemistry pratical was also a disaster.
i was usiing the pipette filler to fill my pipette with the solution.
then mr chan comes to my table and watch me do it.
good, so i managed to fill it and put it back on my retort stand.
and then, the very smart amelia, takes of the pipetter filler.
and she wonders:" why is my liquid level going down?"
and before i know it, the whole table has the liquid.
mr chan was like staring at it, and i was happily staring at it.
omg..so embarrassing la.
that's not so bad, there's worse.
we had to do three titrations.
for every titration, when screened methyl orange was added, the solution was supposed to turn GREEN.
on my third titration, however, it turned PINK! like HOT PINK!
and you know why? cos i put in the WRONG SOLUTION.
how smart can i get la!
and worse thing is, i dont know how to do like almost the whole paper!! )):

ya, so that was practically how my day went..
rather interesting eh?
RIGHT.yup, anyway, i have to like rush to do my theory now, so ya. tata! ((:

okay..so it's friday again. although it seems terribly like it's monday.
maybe it's cos or the two day holiday ((:
i'm always blogging on friday.. dont know why though.
maybe it's cos i dont have to finish my homework on the day itself?
yup, i know i'm lazy.

anyway, got back physics paper today..
did like LOADS better then i had expected..
A1 of course ((:
yup, i'm starting to be totally in love with physics again.
which i should, cos there's physics common test on monday.
the only common test which i would say YAY (:

so we had band today again..the usual.
but after band, i had a talk with mr tan about my section.
and he said that he might put in sec ones for syf.
(so sec ones, if you see this, you know you should pratice harder [: )
yup, i was rather surprised to be honest..
didnt think that he would actually put in sec ones..
there wont be enough GOLD cornets for them.
ya, that's one reason ((:
today was like a rather accomplishing day for me as well..
cos i managed to extend my range ((:
like i could play a wider range of high notes rather well suddenly..
but i dont know why though.

TOMORROW. i have to go to school )):
at EIGHT. AM. MORNING.
not bad what, cant even have a nice long sleep and wake up late )):
but, committee meeting also important la, so i shant complain.
ya, i so i think i should just stop complaining and keep quiet. dont you think so? YA ((:


p.s 3e5 is DA BEST! ((:

okay, i just have to get this off my chest.

i've been doing loads of thinking, and i really do feel very guilty.
i feel that i'm not spending enough time with my friends and i take them for granted.
they are like so so important to me and i dont even bother to cherish my time with them.
we are already in different classes, and when we have the same recess or even in the morning, i dont even talk to them much.
i feel that we are sort of drifting apart and whatever we said about sticking together no matter what, is like going away.
and i'm not even taking the initiative to do so (?)
last friday (yesterday) keeps coming back to me.
i met them for recess, yeah. but did i even talk to them?
no. not even for more than a few lines!
i dont know if i'm angry with myself or what, but i just feel that i've not been a really good friend.
i wish i could just tell them like face to face, but i dont even have the courage to do so. and which i feel is very pathetic.
no, i'm not wallowing in self pity or seeking attention.
but i just feel so sorry?
sorry that i am not really making the effort to make this friendship last?
or sorry that i dont care?
but the fact is, i do care. i do care about you all and how you feel
and i need to talk to you guys.
i really dont want our friendship to go down.
but you're my friends, and friends stick together forever. (at least i hope so)
you guys mean everything to me, and i mean it.
i'm sorry for not being such a good friend to you and i'll try my best to be a better one.
i love you.

AND AGAIN, it's FRIDAY((:
only that this friday feels soooo empty.
cos i'm free as a bird tomorrow with no mindchamps.
i miss mindchamps.
i miss nicole casssandra and rahil.
i miss eating japanese rice crakers!!
and i miss empower u!
but the great news is..............THERE IS NO COMMON TEST ON MONDAY!! and there is class outing on tuesday!!
i'm like so so so excited.

anyway, i'm like considering whether should i audition for National Youth Orchestra.
i'm really really interested in it, but i have to really really work and practice very hard if i want to.
i'll see.

yesterday, i learnt something which rather makes alot of sense
and that is, if you yourself dont set a good example, then dont criticize others saying that THEY are the ones not setting the good example! it really doesnt make sense la. if you are a lousy leader or whatsoever and you go tell someone off for being one, then it's really really rubbish la.

this week has been a rather relaxing week cos TEAM USA consists of two of my subject teachers- miss ho and mrs khor.. so we dont really have lesson while they were gone.
our school also had a musical-"clash of the elements", so many teachers were gone as well to help out with it.
so we just stayed in class and do work.
next week, TEAM USA would still not be back, so there would still be loads of free periods. furthermore, there is like THREE days of school holiday in lieu of national day, so ya..still rather relaxing.
only the week after next is tiring..LOADS of tests )):

btw, i have absolutely NO IDEA why am i like blogging my schedule..i guess i'm just rather bored?
haha..but i think i shall end here. bye!

p.s i love HARRY POTTER! ((:

even though today aint friday, i still feel like blogging cos tomorrow's mrt is cancelled cos of the musical, half of my teachers have to prepare for the musical and like three of them are in NEW YORK!! ((:
so there pretty much aint many lessons...which means not that much homework either!!
there's also like no school for three days next week due to national day.
I LOVE SINGAPORE ((:

ANYWAY, it's like taking me an awfully long time to type this post cos my finger is like swollen till twice it's size.
it's like super painful and i cant even bend it at all )):
all because of PE.
it's always cos of PE. PE should be taken out from our school curriculum cos it makes people injured.
RIGHT. i've been like talking alot of crap recently ((:

btw, section competition is like going to be next month and my section havent even really decided on what song to do yet.
i think it's like lemon tree, and we are supposed to compose it ourselves but not even ONE BAR has been composed yet!! not bad what.
but CORNET SECTION WOULD ALWAYS BE THE BEST SECTION((: right?

okay..i think i better stop typing already. my fourth finger is like killing me. soooooo pain )':

p.s i'm really sorry mel for not eating with you during recess. it's not like i forgot or that i think that you guys arent important. you guys are very very important to me. i love y'all!! ((: