today, okay, no, yesterday
yes, yesterday..
i never ever knew that i had so much stress in my life until yesterday
it's like emotionally, physically, mentally..EVERYTHING!
as though i'm going through some emotional roller coaster or something?
and i never knew that i making decisions are so TOUGH!
but there's one thing i know: and that is YOU CAN NEVER PLEASE EVERYONE (quoted my miss lum ((: )
and the thing is, i cant tell everyone how i feel cos i dont know how to(?)
sometimes i just feel like just shutting myself up and like just let everything evaporate
i also didnt realise that i actually really want to do well..like really really
i dont know la..but everyone wants to do welll right?

we had band today- sectionals with the sec ones
but obviously i had music..so i had to miss it? )):
rachel came for band today..she helped conduct sectionals and sort out like the rhythm and everything.
woah..thanks a million rachel!! ((:
we also played an april fool's joke on miss pang today?
haha..got her super mad..yup

anyway, i cant decide how to pair up the sec ones!!
i shall ask for opinions (from cornet section)
this is what i have decided (with the help of elizabeth)

yu fang -elizabeth
shili -shahira
nicola -shahira
alicia -kayminn
su chin(g?)- lynn (and me?)

i dont know la!! cornet section: tell me if you have better ideas
i think i shall discuss it with you all tomorrow la..haha
EEYER!! tomorrow got mrt!! cos i missed it on wednesday..YUCK!!
wish me luck!! *stressed again(?)

see JOANNE? I BLOGGED!
yay me.
eh..i dont know what to blog leh!! mental block!!
okay la. short short one la. FOR JOANNE'S SAKE.

wednesday-school ended at 11pm..went to town and watched dorm. very scary )):

thursday- missed band (only turned up for sectionals for FIVE minutes) right. not bad what.

friday-last day of the school week..went for band and had sectionals. very normal. nothing interesting.

so JOANNE, WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO BLOG ABOUT??! NOTHING INTERESTING TO BLOG!! next time got interesting things to blog then i blog, okay? okay. set. bye ((:

FINALLY..i'm back from malaysia.
i cant believe how much i missed everyone!!
especially MELODIE and JOANNE and many more!!
i really miss you guys man!! cant wait for school to reopen!!
and that's TOMORROW!! YAY!

and you know right, i dont like the malaysian immigration custom anymore!
you know why? because they suspected me of BIRD FLU okay!!
cos when i filled in the form to enter malaysia, i said i got no fever no nothing
but then in front of the immigrations officer right, i started coughing like non stop please
and he scared i got BIRD FLU okay..
send me for check up..lucky no fever at than time (:

and i left my pencil box in malaysia!!
and now i have to use some stupid black pencil box with a GREEN TEDDY BEAR on it!!
YUCK.

oh ya, i just want to thank my daddy loads and loads
cos he bought me an ACOUSTIC GUITAR!!!
but it is in malaysia ):
cos mummy said it was too heavy to bring it back
haiyer..me not happy ):
okay rather childish la..HAHA (:

anyway,
JOANNE!! i'm sort of recovered already,
so HERSHEY'S DATE AR!!
must remember!!
(but i bet you finished your hershey's already right) haha (:
I LOVE MEL AND JOANNE LOADS!! ((:

EEYER..i'm still SICK!!
my fever has been like going up and down!!
one minute i think i'm okay, next minute my brain is going to burst of heat (?)
and i lost my voice. like seriously. NO SOUND.
and i missed leadership training today!! ):
(but i heard it was boring? haha)

and MELODIE MARK YAN YI!!
i am so going to get you for it man!!
do you know what that spastic girl did?!?!
she went to sms miss lum that i was very very sick!
not bad what! mel you are seriously KUKU okay.

and POLKA 3 IS OVER.
finally. months of practice have seriously paid off.
it was a good performance, but with one flaw.
I HAD TO FALL SICK ONE DAY BEFORE POLKA!!
woah, i'm super angry with myself please!

got back progress report on friday..rather okay
all As except for the two languages and elective humans.
stupid ss!! pull my marks down ):

yep that's all.
wish me luck on recovering!!
and should i go for leadership training tomorrow?
nevermind.
btw, MELODIE MARK!! I AM NOT GOING TO WATCH CAMPUS SUPERSTAR! :D

GAGE BROWN WON OKAY!! YAY!! FOUR-YEAR ALL ROUND CHAMPION!! YAY!!
(unlike tolley :D )

gage brown dynamite,
dont mess with dynamite!
cos if you mess with dynamite, it cos tick tick tick tick tick tick tick
BOOM! dynamite! BOOM BOOM! dynamite!
and blah blah..i cant remember already.

sorry for just now people. damn pissed okay.
just ignore that post.i think i shall just delete it. yep, i should. AFTER POLKA. dont know why.
UPDATE: I'VE DELETED THAT POST (:

and POLKA IS IN TWO DAYS!!

woah. this is so called RELIEF.
finally it's over. OVER.
now i just have to wait for the results to come out la
good luck amelia.
you know what, the examiner, by the name of CHARLES, went to have a break like before my turn and he said hello to me.
then when i went in, he said hello again and we started with scales
first scale: C# MINOR..not bad what..that's like the hardest scale please!
and then Eb minor left hand
*stares at examiner*
-examiner points to book and says it says so in your grade eight syllabus that the scales are to be played together OR separately, so dont look at me as if i am crazy!
omg..not bad what..scolded me please ):
FIRST song- messed up a bit but okay la
SECOND and THIRD- better than expected
SIGHT READING- YAY!
AURAL-okay la..still not bad
OVERALL-PASS! i hope la.
it better be okay.. i cried before the exam, during the exam and after the exam.
not bad what
then i went back to school..had physics test
say bye bye to your A1, amelia.
and then we did some section thing and now i am home!
IT'S FINALLY OVER OKAY!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW RELIEVED I AM PLEASE!

p.s i still love JOANNE LOADS! <33
p.p.s JOANNE, I BLOGGED AN OFFICIAL POST OKAY..HAHA

okay joanne,
i dont break my promise.
i am blogging.
yup, i have to study like NOW, but FOR YOUR SAKE
i am blogging
haha..okay POLKA IN SIX DAYS!!
PRACTICE HARD OKAY??!
yes.
AMELIA LOVES JOANNE MANYMANY!! <33

p.s are you happy now joanne? (: