mom's dad in hospital.
dad's mom in hospital.
time left: ANYTIME.
which means they may die tomorrow, or one week's time.
no one knows.
and i dont know which funeral to go to.
i cant go to both, cos they are in different countries.
hmm..see how it goes la.
everything is just a blur to me right now.
dont even think i can concentrate in band properly.
i'm sorry if i just seem so cold in replying.
my mind is just an empty place right now.

anyway, so i'm going to learn the ropes on how to operate the hall's electrical system from ms ng.
i know i'm like supposed to be overly excited.
but after all has happened..
hmm..dont know la.
maybe it could help keep me busy and forget about stuff ((:

now, the biggest problem
apart from deciding which funeral to go to,
is band.
i think i'll be like missing so so so many practices and i may not even be able to attend band camp.
the concert? let's just not get to there first.
there are other things to settle.
haiya, actually there's nothing i can do.
everything is up to God's will.
if it's time to go, it's time to go.
no such thing as holding on till my band stuff is over.
i'll just let nature take it's own course.