okay..finally online after THREE consecutive days of NO TV and NO COMPUTER.
i almost died okay!!
can you imagine??
THREE DAYS with NO DRAKE??gosh i miss him so so much!!
but i got camp what, and i seriously enjoyed myself ((:

it was some camp then was supposed to "change my life"?
i didnt believe it at first, but now i do.
it was seriously very very motivating.
according to brent, the camp trainer(who so totally looks like aras),
this is how he summarized it:
[we went to the camp and we became animal astronauts. we watched tons of movies and played tons of games. we even threw our shoes away and acted like pigs. then, we also closed our eyes and we saw many many things- our father our mother our friends and ourselves when we are older. it was very emotional. we also got to break this wooden block where no one thought it was possible and we learnt how to carry someone with only TWO fingers!! then the last day, we closed our eyes again and we saw a guy in a black cloak. and this guy told us tons of things that we could never have imagined and it was so motivating and stuff. but the best part of it all was the dancing! we danced like four five times a day and it was really really cool!]

yup, so that was how brent summarized it, and he said that it is very very likely that no one is going to believe what he just said unless they experienced it for themselves.
and trust me, the camp really changed my life.
but to me, the best part of the camp, was that when we had to visualize the people who we felt that they were the most important in our lives, i actaully saw my friends, and that was really really touching. i never believed that i actually visualized that and when i saw them, i knew how much they meant to me and i love them.
but the other best part of the program was,
I GOT TO HUG BRENT! (who so totally look like aras!!)
as well as the other two trainers dale and ryan who are really cute too!!
and i so so miss the camp okay,
that's why i'm going back again in august!
it really rocks!!

and now, i'm back to school.
no more camp )):
but there is the level camp to look forward to,
and i am seriously looking really forward to that ((:

btw, i just watched "DRAKE and josh",
and the show totally rocks!!
I LOVE DRAKE!!

anyway, i just remembered,
last friday, and thursday, i received like tons of results.
some of them were really good, other were like totally way unacceptable.
but we have to accept reality, forget about the past and move on.
if we are not satisfied with our results now, we just have to try harder.
there is nothing we can do.
it is not as though we can go threaten the teachers with a knife and say "give me ten more marks or i'll killl you??"
haha..okay i am going crazy now. like really.

yup, so that's all i have to say i guess.
and to all my friends out there, take care and god bless ((:

p.s CONGRATS JOANNE FOR YOUR BEAUTIFUL RESULTS!!