today, okay, no, yesterday
yes, yesterday..
i never ever knew that i had so much stress in my life until yesterday
it's like emotionally, physically, mentally..EVERYTHING!
as though i'm going through some emotional roller coaster or something?
and i never knew that i making decisions are so TOUGH!
but there's one thing i know: and that is YOU CAN NEVER PLEASE EVERYONE (quoted my miss lum ((: )
and the thing is, i cant tell everyone how i feel cos i dont know how to(?)
sometimes i just feel like just shutting myself up and like just let everything evaporate
i also didnt realise that i actually really want to do well..like really really
i dont know la..but everyone wants to do welll right?

we had band today- sectionals with the sec ones
but obviously i had music..so i had to miss it? )):
rachel came for band today..she helped conduct sectionals and sort out like the rhythm and everything.
woah..thanks a million rachel!! ((:
we also played an april fool's joke on miss pang today?
haha..got her super mad..yup

anyway, i cant decide how to pair up the sec ones!!
i shall ask for opinions (from cornet section)
this is what i have decided (with the help of elizabeth)

yu fang -elizabeth
shili -shahira
nicola -shahira
alicia -kayminn
su chin(g?)- lynn (and me?)

i dont know la!! cornet section: tell me if you have better ideas
i think i shall discuss it with you all tomorrow la..haha
EEYER!! tomorrow got mrt!! cos i missed it on wednesday..YUCK!!
wish me luck!! *stressed again(?)