amelia has 3 days' MC (: ):

some random photos before i blog!

teachers' day 2008

chem-ers!
(btw jiayun, i'm not copying you ah, i wanted to put this too! haha!)


s51!
macdonald's delivery for breakfast with CT -.-

hmm and while studying...

yay! cant remember if i "hu-ed" or not :p


aim for promos. hmm...

yes, and if i dont succumb to temptation, this shall hopefully be my last post till after promos (:
today was spent mostly on math.
attempted ionic eqm tutorial which was a complete failure.
dynamics note lying beside my laptop now, HAI.

it's 10:34pm now btw.
oh ya, just came home from the doctor's with antibiotics! ):
took height and weight and i grew shorter and fatter ):
by 0.4 cm and 400g! ):
))):

haha such an uninteresting last-post-till-end-of-promos post!
shant attempt to make it of anymore interest though /:

before i end, let's just say,
ALL THE BEST FROM PROMOS EVERYONE YO!
and God bless (:

oh wait, this was sth i had on my blog before Olevels..

found on the wall in st margs
yup, i guess we should always remember that no matter how tired, how scared, how anxious, how anything we feel, just remember Luke1:37 (:

it's thursday!
which means it's 4 days into the holidays alr.
which means there's school in 3 days' time.
yucks YAY! -.-


it's 2mins to my 7pm show and i'm stuck at solving the limitations of my EoM article ):
shall do it later at 8pm (:
yes, i'm procrasting again. SHH.
i think i've been doing that the entire week since i've not done much.
PJC math paper, a bit here and there of chem and math and........that's it!
oh wait, and physics, my most proud-to-be-of subject with dynamics and superposition left.
kind of.
okay this is quite bad ):

HAI. my show's here, shall stop whining and complaining.
shall source for some pictures to brighten up this blog soon (:

i SHOULD be studying.
but here i am NOT studying, no thanks to the painters who just came and distracted me from my rather productive study session on General Waves ):
it's 9:48am now, shall start again at..9:48pm 10:00am?
yes, goodbye!

emotional rollercoaster.
right word to describe the past week?
maybe yes, and maybe not.

anyway, term 3's over!
which means it's time to study for promos ):
have been enjoying myself for the past 2 days, thursday being last day of term 3 and friday being teacher's day celebration!
really miss all the wonderful teachers in st margs.
(they said they missed us too..AWW)
and being back with the 6 of us (liwen's in aust though!), really felt so relaxed and comfortable.
okay those may not be the right words, but ya, you get what i mean.

hmm, i guess i'm at a lost for words to say right now, just that life's really fragile.
treasure everyone around you,
dont take them for granted.
and show them that you love them (:
yes, and say "i love you" once in a while.
it's 3 simple words that can really make a difference.

before i'm off to study alkenes, here are some extremely random photos!


bored....and hungry during chemistry :p


didnt know there was a company named after me!
(credits to anne and cheryl for this photo)

yes, God bless everyone and all the best for promos (:

i found my spiderman thumbdrive ((:

i lost my spiderman thumbdrive )):

it's 12:54 am now and i'm still awake.
quite surprising cos at 7pm today i was like "i'm tired and i'm not going to do any work and sleep at 9"
but i remembered my promise and had to do sth abt it, so i did math tut (didnt finish though cos i dont know how to do!!), econs tut and physics eass.
physics eass was yucky, but i'm too lazy to do again ):
i've not done EoM though!
after today, i finally realised how much i've been procrastinating and so i'm now resolved to do my work from now on (:

today's mr tan's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR TAN!
hai, i guess this would be one of the last birthdays we'll have him since.....i'm graduating?
hmm.. i guess he's really someone who changed my life.
cos without him, i wouldnt be here in VJC.
which brings me to the same question on BIRD's blog.
"why am i here in VJ?"
come someone tell me why (:

okay and this post shall end abruptly here cos SOMEone's bugging nagging telling me to go sleep.
it's 1:09am now.
goodnight.

20th Aug 2008
went to cafe cartel for lunch since chem and econs test was over and we had no cca!
was supposed to be a study session, but as the photos show, it wasnt THAT productive ):

photos credit to anne! (:


my great camwhoring skills, just that i cut myself out of the pic ):


the camera self-timed itself to take it (:


was supposed to pose retardly, just that jiayun is.............
hmm...i'm dont know.


small kid!

best couple competition! haha jianee and cheryl won like DUH.
jiayun! my dearest fiancee, we must improve yea?

SOMEone dont jealous ah! (:

i said i would start studying when it's 30 days to promos...

i'm a girl of my word k! (:

my only meal for the whole of yesterday and today before eating at 1245 pm?



maybe that's why i felt like puking the entire day.
according to bird and weihao it's cos of the stomach acid, since there's not much food to vomit out in the first place?
took some medicine alr, hopefully the urge to puke would go away soon ):
have not eaten since 1245, so that's like 7 hours.
shall do so soon!

btw, jiayun and i have came to realise sth.
she fell down 1st half of the year,
i fell down 2nd half.
she fell sick 1st half of the week,
i fell sick 2nd half.
WHICH MEANS, jiayun, you better take care of yourself cos i'm getting deeply influenced by you! haha :p

okay and now, i shall finish watching the rather retarded nice new 7pm show and go figure out integration 9.1!
not noob k, just havent been listening ):
all right then, till next time!



Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, loving someone deeply gives you courage

i'm currently at Hans' house now doing PW!
they think i'm typing our idea out in front of them, but apparently i'm not.
SHH, dont tell them (:

bird: "they had a little faith, all they did... all they did... all they did.. a little faith goes a long way.. a long way.. a little faith goes a long way... AHHHH! why dont we have the AH HA factor? we had the AH HA factor just now! what have i been saying? i cannot repeat the same thing twice, ah what did i say? i cannot repeat the same thing twice! oh my gosh, oh my gosh, OH MY GOSH!"

haha she's been repeating the same thing over and over again but she claims that she cant repeat the same thing twice?
she's terribly agitated now!

"No follow, No Big...No follow, No Big!!!!!"
yes bird, we get what you mean.
okay, this is getting hilarious.

i shall not be such a naughty girl now and help them.
but before that,


we're so into PW man! (:

anyway, SOMEone left for balai today ):
but it's okay, i hope he has lots of fun and enjoys himself!

okay, this shall be continued later, cos we've stumbled upon sth...ah ha......


monday's coming, and so is tuesday (:

hah, great sense of accomplishment after completing chemistry alkanes tutorial for once in my entire 8 months here (:
shall keep this up from now on.
yay!

and i'm officially in love with the song "i'm yours" by Jason Mraz now.
it's currently playing on my laptop!
so nice can? (:

i cant stand it.
i cant stand the fact that we've 2 tests next week!
haha although it seems nothing as compared to promos, but 2 big subjects on 2 consecutive days is just such a turn off for the week ):

anyway, just a short post here, shall start working on PW- WR and edit econs?
ya right!
haha anyway like jiayun would say:
"Amelia, MUG MUG MUG!"


i think bus journeys are great times to reflect on things

photos from connect sg!


guangyang pri


holding hands along the road


either they didnt want to hold each other's hand or they couldnt reach -.-


block 6-2 (:

so anyway, referring to the previous post, i didnt stay at home ytd!
went out for lunch with my mum before meeting yi yong (:
my day seriously turned 180 degrees yesterday, from bad to good.
with having diarrhoea from mild food poisoning and.......... to no more diarrhoea and..............
but i'm really feeling better right now.
thank you dear!
guess i've to really learn to entrust everything to the Lord and have faith in Him ya? (:

going all the way to sengkang (!) tmr for econs project.
need to be there at 8:50am, how early pls!
but that's good la, cos then i'll have my afternoon free. yay!

watching ndp encore now cos i fell asleep (again!) last night
anyway, want to watch melphin's item too!
wonder why cheerleading not there, jiayun jianee, where are you?!?!

hai, i think i'm falling sick.
wearing a pullover with no fan and no aircon and the sun hot outside -.-
hope i dont though!
shall go watch youtube for PW while waiting cos now, the ppl are just marching -.-
THE END.

so i didnt make it to post on 080808 cos i fell asleep ):
oh well, it's 8:00am now on 9th august, so i've changed the date.
haha.

i shall upload connect sg photos tonight, so this will be a short one.

Happy national day yo-
i hope i wont be stuck at home in the afternoon today!

YAY i'm posting again (:
shall post a song i was listening to on the bus!

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends
but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead,
I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time,
I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own
and here it goes

[Chorus:]

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world. [repeat x2]

Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight


I'm just a kid- Simple plan

haha found it quite amusing listening to this song cos it was rather cute!
hmm... and cos...

anyway, just received an sms from Raymond Huang:

Dear leaders & motivators, this is the defining moment, the largest project all done by young people. It couldn't have happened without you. Thank you for being part of the team. We wish you all the best tmr as you lead the 30,000 youths & uniting them as 1 people for Singapore. Let's win all the teachers over with your professionalism, enthusiasm & can-do spirit. You have done us proud.

coolios. wonder how many smses he spent since the number used to send was a handphone number -.-
yes, connect s'pore tomorrow!
haha as what the ndp cheerleaders would say:
S-IN-GAPORE! one people, one nation, one singapore! (?)

okay, and now amelia wants to watch her 心花朵朵开 so that's it! (:
but before i go, 2hrs 55mins of chem today was a killer ):

i never knew i was THIS retarded -.-
as quoted from jiayun's blog:

30th july:

"haha. me and amelia, being the retarded ones as usual, calculated how long of my live she wasted by drawing a 15cm line on my arm-_- cos i heard of the saying that 1 cm leads to a loss in 7 s of one's live. omg. so she wasted 35 mins of my life-_- we were acually calculating how many lines could be drawn on me to make me die on the spot if i was to live till the age of 86. retarded shit man."

4th august:

"and there's this part where amelia and I, being retarded again, couldnt help but screamed when the lift door closed suddenly. she was alone inside while i was almost squashed to death by the lift door-_- malu shit."

"but at least we finished the exp. and amelia, being the retarded one as usual. omg. my fire was damn small so she said. ok. we blow some oxygen to make the fire nigger. den the next moment! she blew out my candle-_- the air she's blowing out is carbon dioxide la pls! RETARDED AMELIA! haha. and she sprayed distilled water all over me."

6th august:

"and amelia almost murdered me when she banged right into me when both of us reached finishing pt. according to her, she stepped on both the accelerator and brakes at the same time so she ended up banging into me, making me fly!!! -.-"

haha i should really stop this, bad for my image and reputation (!!) --> i bet she'll say "like i have one like that"
all right, i'm here blogging while on the phone with hans and bird discussing PW.
shh, dont tell them, they'll scold me ):

btw, today's supposed to be saturday!
cos it was friday in VJC yesterday (we followed fri's timetable)
okay that's just randomness.

today's bus ride home on 67 was.......
was feeling kinda, i dont know, confused?
hai, nevermind.
maybe i was too tired.

attempted to do assignment for 8.2 and realised i really dont know what's going on!
this shall not continue, must be hardworking from now on.
so yes, shall pay full attention to what hans and bird are rambling into my headphones now :p
haha! goodnight!

it's 2:32am now and i've changed my blogskin
haha black & gold.
it should be black & green!
oh well, at least the tagboard is (:
shall try to get some sleep now.
goodnight and God bless!

it's 2:02 am on 4th august and i cant sleep! ))))))))))))))))))))))))):

amelia fell down! ):
yup, was sleeping on the sofa when the doorbell rang.
so i got up and somehow when i was on the stairs my legs "lost energy" suddenly and i fell.
hit myself against the sharp edge of the chair and ended up with a longer than 15cm wound on my back, and some minor wounds on my ankle and elbow!
hit my chin too, but no abrasions thank goodness.

somehow, it felt kinda familiar going to the doctor and hearing what he has to say cos it's exactly the same as what the doctor said to jiayun when she fell the other time too! -.-
except the fees were terribly expensive!
$114.50!
maybe it's cos of the injection which is giving me a slight fever now ):

all right, i shall stop complaining.
still have GP essay which i promised mr choy i'd hand in on mon!
but i'll do it tmr.
shall go to sleep now at 9pm without having dinner. (that is if i can lie down properly) that's all for now!

i'm sorry if i've ever doubted you

hah, i'm finally online after dont know how long.
was supposed to start on 2nd draft of EoM, but then got disrupted by mr choy who decided to call me and got caught up talking to ppl online!
really great to talk online after so long (:

it's been a really tiring week so far with connect sg taking up most of my time.
spent yesterday walking for a few hrs covering a distance of more than 6km?
ah thank goodness my legs muscles didnt hurt, but they do now after pe ):
shall change the position i'm sitting in now cos it's rather uncomfortable.
hmm..sitting on the table, with a pillow on top of the piano chair and the laptop on it. go figure /:

okay i feel more comfortable now (:
hai, i'm tired ):
school is so energy draining especially with jiayun and her retardedness sucking out all of it!
(refer to jiayun's blog for explicit details)
okay, mr choy just called again cos my dad's not in s'pore and my mum wasnt home just now -.-

yes and internet connection's finally back and i can complete my post.
shall end here now cos i can barely keep my eyes open.
goodnight and God bless everyone


yes dear, everyday's a special day when you're around (:

okay, i'm taking a break from doing SOMEthing.
decided to blog, so here it is.
pictures!


chemistry e-learning
(i've nothing to say..)

08s51 Service Learning Venture


shermaine (?)


rebecca (she's like the sweetest please?)


some of the kids in the childcare centre


finally a PROPER class dinner!

Speech Day 2008


accompanist Phyllis!


Amanda


melodie, zinnia, huiling <3
(i think i look weird in this photo)


my star on the wall!


Beloved #1!


kayminn "(as usual smiling without teeth -.-)


ms ng (:


dearest huiling!

there are still lots more taken on speech day given the time taken we spent camwhoring,
but many are blurred, so yes, i've decided not to post them.

hai this week's been really busy, like REALLY busy.
wed was band, thur slv, fri speech day, sat college day, sun SOMEthing and cindy's birthday and sending liwen off.
next week's going to be the same too cos i've connect singapore!
going down to bishan on wed and thur to look at the route and train the student leaders.
not to mention tae club meeting on tue.
and Napfa re test! ):

okay, shall stop rambling on and on and shall go back to doing my SOMEthing.
(or Jiayun would be so disappointed in me!)
haha Goodnight and God bless everyone then! (:

tomorrow's another special day

it's been quite a long while since i last blogged.
hmm, to start off on a random note, i feel fat! -.-
have not gone for 3rd period pe ever since school reopened.
1st week faking sick, 2nd week being really sick, 3rd week going back to collect gown and the 4th week to come, going back for Speech Day.
speaking abt falling sick, yes, it's the 1st time i fell sick this year (great improvement from last year)
really caught up on my much needed sleep after sleeping for more than 25 hours in total in 2 days.

anyway, past weeks have been great, finally paying much attention to lectures (except wed physic lectures) and doing tutorials.
yay, drastic improvement pls?
oh ya, got back results slip too and i PASSED.
that's what it said in capital letters (:
still must work hard though, like for next tuesday's physics test on Dynamics.

i wanna change my blog skin (again!), but i've yet to find one that i like.
took this cos it had green in it?
haha okay shouldnt waste time on such stuff.
will be really busy in the weeks to come!
like speech day, college day, cindy's birthday, support Mr Julius Chan at NUS day and hmm, _________ (SOMEone should know?)

come to think abt it, the long time taken travelling between VJ and my house is really getting to me.
feeling really tired each day after i come home.
hai, but i've to get over it, cos there's nothing i can do!
i've to stop sleeping before 10!

okay i'm beginning to start ranting again, shant do so cos i dont think ppl would wanna read such stuff?
ya.
so anyway, today's a special day


and you should know why (:

okay, i'm supposed to be in sch now but it's elearning day and my lessons only resume at 9:50 so i shall blog first!
yay. btw, just had pe in the "hall" and it was some stupid pe quiz abt basketball and stuff -.-

okay, photos from sentosa!


08s51 class outing: 3 ppl


5 isnt that bad luh


yay, "class" dinner

haha it's quite hilarious now that i come to think abt it.
our class outing was so pathetic fun (!)
but it was la. enjoyable i guess (:

anyway, back to e-learning day.
nothing much i guess, since i've not had any real lesson yet.
we'll see.
maybe i'll post again during my 2hr 20mins straight of chem :p


btw, credits to jiayun's aunt and uncle for the 1st two photos (:

China Studies in English.
hmm i think that's going to be my favourite subject even though i dont really take it?
yes, results for MYEs are out (apart from econs and GP) and i think i'm okay with mine i guess.
just that it shows that i've to work much harder for promos?
yes, you can do it!

dont know why, but recently i've been sleeping, ALOT.
like i sleep shortly after i come home from school all the way until the next day when it's time for school again.
just today, i came home at around 2 and slept all the way from 3-8:30pm.
and trust me, i'll be sleeping soon, at like 11pm?
1 word: PIG.
my goodness, i should seriously stop sleeping so much and start doing my work.

oh ya, but i thing that i've been doing recently too is Quiet Time.
shall make it a point to do it EVERY night no matter how tired i am (:
i guess that given our hectic schedule, it's really important to spend time talking to Him, to find out what He wants to say to us.
Not only would it deepen our relationship with Him, it'll also help us to entrust everything to Him, putting Him first in our lives and just walk in faith of Him.
so i shall really really make it a point to do QT EVERY NIGHT.

anyway, tomorrow's cell outing to Ben & Jerry's (:
cos we came in 3rd for Ground Zero and each of us won a $20 voucher from Ben & Jerry's, we're going to use them to celebrate the end of exams (rather late eh?) as well as Benjamin's birthday.
yay!

and monday's Youth Day!
still dont really know what my plans are for that day, but one thing i'm quite sure about is that i'll be going sentosa!
with WHO, that i dont know -.-

okay, for some reason or another, i'm feeling really happy today (as compared to yesterday), though i think i might be falling sick real soon.
(maybe that's why i've been sleeping so much)
oh well, hope i dont.
shall go sleep (!!) soon, so yea, THE END

hopefully some photos in the next post so it wont be that boring!

okay yes, i'm continuing from my previous post!
i'm feeling really rather high now cos i've been in a exceptionally good mood in the past few days.
especially yesterday! ((:

anyway, on thursday, to celebrate the end of the completely disastrous chemistry paper and MYEs, went out with melanie, yanzhu, jialing, chia, hidhir and joel for lunch before meeting up with sushuen and bird to do........sth. -.-
it was extremely fun, but that's not the point.

the point was yesterday!
it was seriously the first time in 6 months that i could finally let loose. the first time that i can just laugh and scream and go terribly high. it was really, the best (:
yup, went out with huiling, cindy, meiting and rachel!
went back to st margs first though, to collect SGC and to see ms ng, ms lum, ms tan, ms pang etc, and mr tan our conductor (?!) yup, will see him on wednesday again!
sat in for band prac for awhile and it was great to see the band grow.
great to see cornet section improve quite abit since i last heard them (keep it up okay!)

hmm, then went to citilink before deciding to head to marina square.
met quite a few vj ppl like henry from senior class, qianren, jialing, olivia, yiyong, enghwee and dafril?
yea had dinner at shokubu (?) and proceeded to the esplanade rooftop terrace.
i tell you, like seriously, the rooftop terrace was seriously N-I-C-E.
it was really romantic and all of us were like "wow"
never knew there could be such a beautiful place like that in singapore.
so we celebrated huiling's birthday with some 'cake' and just sat down and talk.
it was just so enjoyable talking to them cos really, it's just different.
yes so i'm really looking forward to cindy's birthday on the 27th july (:


the birthday "cake"


pretty cool that were all wearing white top and dark blue bottom /:

yup btw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA! (26th June)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYMINN! (27th June)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILING! (28th June)

so anyway, spent today going to buy Microsoft Word 2007 and a new handphone.
most annoying thing is i cant seem to be able to install the microsoft word to replace the trial version for some reason that the product key is wrong?
and the handphone..just cant get used to it ):

yea, now that MYEs are over, it's really great to take a break from studying, but once the term officially starts, no more talking and no more ponning.
but seriously, i really thank Him for helping me through my examinations.
for giving me the strength to stay up every night to study and yet having the energy to do the paper the next day.
for giving me the clarity of mind during the exams and to answer each question to the best of my abitlity.
though i might not do as well as i hope, i know He was there with me throughout the entire examination period like always and i'm really grateful to Him for that.
ah, but talking about results, i guess i'll get what i deserve for those talking and ponning i did during the past 6 months.
yes so really, NO MORE OF THOSE.

as for now, my high-ness at the beginning of this post has somehow transformed itself into sleepiness.
so yes, Goodnight and God bless everyone (:

exams are over, and for once, after 4 nights of staying up till 12 to study every night, i finally get to rest.
REST, that's like a really nice word.
cant wait to get that soon.

ah, but now that's everything is over, hmm, ah nevermind.
i'm too tired to elaborate any further.
shall continue the post sometime soon!

Anyway, bird just told me about this new song by Steven Curtis Chapman.
it's really rather nice, touching at least (:


Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I will be here

If in the dark we lose sight of love
Hold my hand and have no fear'
Cause I will be here

I will be here...
When you feel like bein' quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to cryin
'Through the winnin' andlosin' and tryin
'We'll be together'
Cause I will be here

Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I'll be here

Just as sure as seasons
are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
I will be here

I will be here....
You can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you

And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here

I will be true
To the promise I have made
To you and to the
One who gave you to me

I will be here

And just as sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years'
Cause I will be here....
We'll be together'

Cause I will be here


Yes, i will be here, always.